Under the clouds

Chapter 12

The weather forecast says there will be light snow today.

Fang Mu had looked out of the window countless times during the day, but there was nothing outside the window except the howling cold wind.

Zang Lanbai is very good at enjoying life, like a natural hedonist, he will even drink a bottle of red wine with Fang Mu when he is in the mood, and then invite him to dance in the living room at home.

Although the dance moves are a bit nondescript, when the melodious and melodious dance music is played on the million-dollar stereo in his living room, Fang Mu will always passively fall into the atmosphere that Zanglanbai can easily mobilize.

Tonight the temperature outside the house is below zero, but their house is as warm as spring.

This kind of life pace is slow, but also very nourishing. Fang Mu's originally thin body has also grown into two taels of flesh, and his complexion looks healthier and ruddy.

Zang Lanbai’s work and rest schedule posted on the ice-skin refrigerator began to undergo more changes, because they might go to watch some musicals and listen to some concerts from time to time in the evening or in the middle of the afternoon.

Fang Mu may have been taken out too much, and his fear of the outside crowd has begun to show some tolerance. This may be a gradual desensitization process.

With the addition of medication, Fang Mu's condition is much better now than before, and he doesn't need to be coaxed and lied to by Zang Lanbai before going out.

Today is December 31st, the last day of this year.

It may be because the first snow that was announced did not come, so Fang Mu was not in high spirits when he walked out the door.

Because it is New Year's Eve, there should be a lot of people gathered in the downtown area today, plus there are some New Year's Eve music performances and performances, and many young people's favorite bands have come. Before twelve o'clock, the fireworks have already gone away In the sky, a dazzling light bloomed in the dark night sky.

The commercial street in the city center was brightly lit, and the square was buzzing with people. Zang Lanbai saw the live broadcast of several famous local Internet celebrities on his mobile phone, and looked at Fang Mu walking beside him, and finally decided to be with Fang Mu. I went to a place with so many people to join in the fun.

The two went to the park where there were not many people this night, and wandered around. The cold wind blew Fang Mu's cheeks cold, and Zang Lanbai took his hand and put it in his pocket.

There was no one near the artificial lake in the park, and there were a few couples and some young people gathered in other places, holding lit fireworks one by one in their hands.

Zang Lanbai watched Fang Mu staring at the fireworks in other people's hands, so he asked him to wait by the lake, and went to the group of people with the cheek to ask for one.

Zanglanbai doesn't smoke, so he doesn't have the habit of carrying a lighter with him.So he had to ask others to help light it up. He held the crackling fireworks all the way, and rushed towards Fang Mu who was standing by the lake, as if he was a little afraid that the fireworks would burn out and go out if he came late. up.

Fang Mu's pupils reflected the figure of Zang Lanbai rushing over in a hurry. At this moment, he looked like a young man who was eager to please his sweetheart, and he handed over the gadgets in his hand to Fang Mu like offering treasures.

Fang Mu might feel a little tired. He squatted by the lake and turned his head to see the figure of Zang Lanbai coming over. When Zang Lanbai gave him the fireworks in his hand, his eyes still stayed on Zang Lanbai's face.

Until Zang Lanbai reminded him: "It's almost over."

Fang Mucai suddenly came back to his senses, his face was hot, and he felt ashamed for using that kind of thinking to compare Zang Lanbai who was walking towards him just now.

He felt that he was shameless, and his greed became more and more powerful.

At the moment when the fireworks in his hand were burnt out, Fang Mu didn't throw them away. He looked for a long time at the sparkling lake under the light of the street lamps, on which there was Zang Lanbai looking at his profile with a smile on his side.

Large fireworks rose in the distance and exploded in the sky.

The stars all over the sky suddenly appeared, and after one after another, they formed a bright sea of ​​stars and flowers in the distant sky.

Fang Mu lost his mind at this moment, as if he was touching a flower on the balcony at home, he stretched out his hand tremblingly, and just when his hand was about to touch the cold lake water, it was suddenly covered .

Fang Mu's hand was wrapped in a dry and warm palm, and Zang Lanbai held his hand, looking at Fang Mu with a look of helplessness.

Zang Lanbai put his hands on his face, and said, "Here."

It's really here, so don't touch the reflection in the lake to be sure.

At that moment, Fang Mu's hand on Zang Lanbai's face began to go numb from the fingertips, and the numbness felt like an electric shock went all the way to his chest.

He was suffocated, looking at Zang Lanbai's eyes with a slight smile, he began to feel startled.

Would he have discovered it a long time ago, and he doubted that he was not real, so he always had to touch him from time to time to confirm some kind of reality.

Fang Mu knew that he was not normal, even if he insisted countless times that he was not sick, such a Fang Mu was unqualified even as a bed plaything, because the illness that broke out at any time would make his benefactor feel disgusted.

But Zang Lanbai is different, it seems that Fang Mu's various abnormal behaviors are not a big problem to him, they are like harmless little fun.

Except for those very obvious scenes of extreme illness attacks, Zanglan Bolian Fangmu's small tricks that he would do secretly can also be carefully discovered and tolerated.

"Happy New Year, do you want to make a New Year's wish?" The fireworks in the sky are still blooming non-stop, illuminating the city with tall buildings.

It was as if a very uncontrollable emotion rushed into Fang Mu's chest, which was very turbulent and made Fang Mu feel dangerous.

But Fang Mu still said it cautiously and greedily.

"I want to hear a lie."

This scene is perfect for a confession, under the sky full of fireworks and rain, on the last day of this year, by the quiet and undisturbed lakeside of the park.

Zang Lanbai suddenly let out a muffled low laugh. He approached Fang Mu and asked him, "Then what do you want to hear from me? Say I don't like you?"

Fang Mu's eyes widened suddenly, and before he had time to react in the future, he was kissed by Zang Lanbai.

It was really an inseparable, lingering kiss.

When the two separated, their breathing was a little messed up, and Fang Mu could even hear the beating sound in his chest, one after another, as if his ribs were going to hurt.

When Fang Mu, who was out of his mind, was led away by Zang Lanbai, when an uncontrollable surprise rose from the bottom of his heart, at the same time, he felt a kind of sincerity and fear for the unreal beauty.

Looking at Zang Lanbai, he is really a romantic person.

Are these lines and these scenes the result of several rehearsals he has experienced? He has also told others, to other little lovers who have taken care of, or to a certain partner before.

Fang Mu's thoughts began to diverge, and he became suspicious nervously. Why did he say these easily misunderstood words to himself? What did he want to answer? It was like a confession.

Does someone like Fang Mu confess his love? !

It's not that Fang Mu has never met such a patron who is very satisfied with him. He is always a baby, dear, called that way, saying that he likes and loves him the most, but when he finally throws him back to the auction house, he is also neat and straightforward.

But those are all easily identifiable joyful speeches, and Zang Lanbai is obviously more skilled.

He was so kind to Fang Mu, and his intentions were visible to the naked eye.

What is the purpose? Is it to lift yourself up high, and then fall down, to see how ridiculous it is to be tricked and show your sincerity?

This may just be the bad taste of the other party's boring pastime.

Fang Mu warned himself again, don't be fooled by him.

He had completely forgotten that 10 minutes ago, it was he who wanted to seduce Zang Lanbai and said he liked him.

Suffering from suspicion, Fang Mu looked at Zang Lanbai's handsome, perfect side profile that couldn't find any mistakes.

But Zanglan Cypress doesn't seem to be very normal.

He discovered the fake flowers that had been watered day and night at home. Fang Mu didn't feel any fear of Zanglan cypress at the moment, and even had a dark secret joy in his heart. Fortunately, Zanglan cypress was not normal.

Fortunately.

Although in the next second, Fang Mu felt a burst of self-loathing for his dark thoughts, and fell into inferiority complex and self-loathing, but he couldn't deny that he felt sincere joy because of such thoughts in the last moment.

Because of Zang Lanbai's words and a kiss, Fang Mu, who was full of strange thoughts, walked with him to the overpass.

When coming down from the overpass, Fang Mu saw Zang Lanbai gave all the change in his pocket to an old man begging at the bridgehead.

Fang Mu, who was having a storm in his mind, calmed down slowly.

His eyes fell on the banknotes that Lan Bai had just put in the old beggar's bowl.

There was a lot of money, and Zang Lanbai seemed afraid that it would be scattered or blown away by the wind. He bent down, put the money properly, and said to the old beggar who knelt down to thank him with his palms together: "It's okay, you're welcome." .”

Fang Mu couldn't take his eyes off the banknotes, and he began to feel that the liking Zang Lanbai gave him was equivalent to the banknotes he gave to beggars on the roadside to some extent.

This is Zang Lanbai's "habit". He often does some behaviors that textbooks encourage people to do.

Fang Mu couldn't tell whether this was his "politeness" or his "sincerity"

Worrying about gains and losses, Fang Mu thought, it was Zang Lanbai who made him like this.

The restless Fang Mu and Zang Lanbai were too immersed in their own thoughts on the way back, so he didn't notice that a black car drove past them when passing by a not-so-busy neighborhood. He didn't notice either, the car window was opened, and a pair of eyes fell on him.

The emotions in those eyes slowly transitioned from surprise to extreme displeasure from their holding hands to their cuddling bodies.

When he was about to get home, Zang Lanbai's cell phone rang suddenly.

It was Luo Yan's call. He told Zang Lanbai that he had found what Zang Lanbai wanted and asked him to go there.

Zang Lanbai looked up and said to Fang Mu: "I'm going out for a while, can you go back by yourself? Go straight ahead for 100 meters and you'll be there. Do you remember where our home is?"

No matter what Fang Mu said, he had gone back and forth with Zang Lanbai many times. He nodded and wanted to ask when Zang Lanbai would come back at night, but the words suddenly changed and became: "Then you come back earlier .”

Zang Lanbai replied, "Okay."

He touched Fang Mu's head, then lightly touched his forehead with his lips, and finally handed over his key to Fang Mu: "I'll be back soon, wait for me at home."

This is really too greasy.

Fang Mu shrunk his neck into the scarf with a blushing face, and said in a low voice, "Yes."

Just after Zang Lanbai left, Fang Mu walked less than 20 meters when he was suddenly covered by someone and dragged into a black car parked at the intersection.