bigot love

Chapter 16

Master He, who loved Young Master Lin very much, went upstairs slowly.

He walked back to Lin Shuchen's bedroom, opened the door and saw that the brightly lit room was empty, and there was no trace of surprise on his face.

He already knew that Lin Shuchen hid in the guest room before, and then very patiently, he started to hold the doorknob of the guest room by himself, and opened the doors one by one.

This time Lin Shuchen did not run into the guest room in the middle of the corridor as Aunt Jiang had said.

He ran into the guest room farthest from his room, on the west side.

Holding the doorknob without turning it open, looking at the locked wooden door, He Qinzhou frowned, with a smile in his eyes, reached out and knocked on the door calmly, calling, "Ah Chen."

The person at the door didn't respond at all.

"Ah Chen...Ah Chen...I heard it, answer me."

Lin Shuchen, who was hiding in the room, heard his shouts, each of which became softer and softer.

The heart seems to be held high on the cliff, as if it is about to jump out of the throat.

He Qinzhou, who didn't get a response, turned and left. The leather shoes stepped on the good wooden floor, making a soft sound, and the sound gradually became farther and farther away.

Lin Shuchen, who was leaning against the door, heaved a sigh of relief, he left, he shouldn't have gone downstairs just now, he thought...

After a while, before he could figure out what to do next, how to face him.

The hurried footsteps outside the door approached again, Lin Shuchen's heart tightened, why did He Qinzhou come back again?

The man outside the door was leisurely holding a tablet computer in his hand. He remembered that except for the master bedroom, other places in the house were equipped with invisible monitoring equipment.

The joints are distinct, and the slender jade-like fingers tapped on the screen, and the person inside leaned against the door nervously.

He Qinzhou zoomed in on the figure on the screen, looked at the person inside intently, "Ah Chen."

Then his eyes fell on the door again, as if looking at the person behind it through the door.

"Ah Chen..." the voice raised slightly, but there was still no response.

He didn't dare to look at him when he went downstairs just now, it seemed that his heart was really disturbed.

Lin Shuchen inside was playing dumb, pretending he didn't hear anything, and kept silent, thinking in his heart that if he didn't answer, He Qinzhou would leave in a while.

But who knew that He Qinzhou's voice continued to pass through a door.

"I mean what I said today."

"It's also sincere."

"I like you, Lin Shuchen... Achen... I know you still don't like me."

"I was wrong in the past," he said submissively, but the expression on his face at the moment did not show any submissive attitude. He thought clearly, even if time goes back, he will still grab his person in one bite and tear him apart. Eat to the bone and stamp his mark, thinking so domineeringly in my heart.

His tone became more sincere and soft, "I was really wrong, I shouldn't have treated you that way..."

He looked down at the person on the screen in his hand, and saw Lin Shuchen's shaken face inside the door, and the arc of the corner of his mouth became more and more obvious.

"Give me a chance, please?" He continued his efforts, his tone was more gentle, but very sad.

"I will prove that I am sincere to you. I was too much at the beginning, thinking that as long as I sleep with you, you are mine..." But the tone of the words suddenly changed, like a sharp cold knife, piercing Lin Shuchen , My heart hurts.

He Qinzhou narrowed his eyes, his eyes were dark, if Ah Chen thought it was a shame for him to be touched by him back then, then he should tell him clearly that he really loves him so much, that's why he did that.

No matter how festering the wound is, the rotten flesh must be dug out to scab and heal.

All he needs to do now is to let him know that what he brought to him back then was not just shame, but also the love that he didn't have time to say.

He looked at the person inside the door, with a suddenly pale face, and said urgently, "I am too despicable. If you want revenge, I am willing to accept it." He put himself in the lowest posture, "Just ask Give me a chance to love you, okay?"

"As long as you stay by my side and accept my favor, it doesn't matter even if you don't have me in your heart in the end..." That's impossible, he wants a person, and he wants a heart!

"I want to be with you and have a common home."

He Qinzhou's voice outside the house pierced into Lin Shuchen's ears inside the door as if he had grown legs. Lin Shuchen never thought that such an arrogant person as He Qinzhou would beg him so humblely.

He frowned, got into the quilt, and covered his ears so that he couldn't hear anything, and he wouldn't waver in his decision.

The evil dark side in his heart laughed, lamenting what a pathetic person Lin Shuchen was, and he would shake his heart for him.

He laughed wantonly at He Qinzhou with a ferocious face. It's really ridiculous that you, a scum who doesn't care about people's wishes, would ask for help.

Ever since he was very young, he had experienced quarrels between his parents for three days. Little Lin Shuchen was raised by a nanny. He saw his parents go to work in the morning, and his mother who came back occasionally in the evening was in a good mood and sat next to him. She said to him in a good name, Shuchen, look, mom still loves you.

Your father is a bastard, I will not only take care of you when I come back, but also take care of him...

He is nonsense outside, think I don't know!The woman with a gentle face gradually slapped the table with a distorted and resentful face, barely caring about Lin Shuchen in her words, and didn't speak clearly.

At that time, Lin Shuchen didn't know the specific meaning of what his mother told with pain and resentment, but as he grew up, he understood.

But he, who is used to his mother changing her face from time to time, still pretends that he doesn't understand anything and whitewashes his peace. He loves his parents very much, even though they don't come back several times a month.

Even when he grows up, dismisses the nanny, and lives alone in a huge house, he still loves his parents very much in his heart.

He can only protect his "home" by pretending not to know that they each have another home away from home.

The memories of the past made Lin Shuchen's eyes watery.

Lin Shuchen, who is extremely eager for love, finds an excuse in his heart like a pitiful person, wanting to be with He Qinzhou, just because he said our common family, we, common, home, what an attractive word ah.

You see, he is sincere, as long as you are with him, you will have a family, you see he treats you so well, he loves you so much, even if he was wrong at the beginning, he is also making up for you, what you like Painting, no one has ever noticed your hobby, but He Qinzhou can notice it...

Lin Shuchen, who was torn apart by the complicated thoughts in his mind, pinched his palm tightly, and the pain caused by the sharp fingertips pinching the palm brought a sliver of clarity to his chaotic mind.

But He Qinzhou looked at Lin Shuchen who was curled up in the quilt covering himself in the small screen, the smile on the corner of his mouth slowly rose to become more and more dangerous, his eyes were cold, his life and death belonged to him.

It seemed that he couldn't hear He Qinzhou's voice?Lin Shuchen poked his head out of the quilt cautiously, like a frightened animal, as soon as he sensed any trouble.will flee into the cave again.

have they gone?He breathed a sigh of relief, but a sense of loss that he didn't even notice flashed in his eyes.

Outside the door, He Qinzhou's voice suddenly rang out again, and the words were full of loss, which could be heard immediately, "I said today to go out with you, I just want to meet friends who know you."

"I bring you to know the people around me because I want you to participate in my life. I also want to enter your circle of friends and participate in your life."

Lin Shuchen heard it, and quickly pulled the quilt to cover his head. After finally calming down, his heart felt like a boulder was thrown into a calm lake, and there were turbulent waves.

He Qinzhou looked at his movements and felt that he had given him enough "stimulation". He stopped talking and turned to leave, but his eyes were still fixed on Lin Shuchen who was curled up on the screen and crawled into a ball under the quilt. , the possessive desire in the eyes for a moment, like the fangs of a wild beast, was accidentally exposed, and then carefully restrained.

Only Lin Shuchen, who was restless, was left in the room. The words He Qinzhou said involuntarily appeared in his mind, as if he had opened a Pandora's box. He was afraid, but also looking forward to it. His reason was screaming that the other party was dangerous. You can't get close to He Qinzhou, you can't trust He Qinzhou, but you can't help but think about everything he said in the afternoon.

"You said you were my lover, and I agreed. In fact, you said that I lied to you." There was tenderness in his eyes.

Lin Shuchen was really frightened at that moment, he never thought that He Qinzhou would tell him that,

"The position I put you in from the beginning is above my lover."

The next words were like a straight ball, which caught him off guard.

Before He Qinzhou could think of something to say, he fled in confusion and hid in the guest room.

Obviously he should hate him, and turned his once ordinary life upside down.

But now, what was on his mind, he fantasized about being with the devil, Lin Shuchen put his hands on his chest, his heart was beating violently.

"Don't trust him, don't trust him."

Lin Shuchen muttered to himself, He Qinzhou had always put on a show in the materials Shen Congxing gave him, maybe what he was doing now was just teasing him.

Who would love a man, especially a man with He Qinzhou's wealth now, could he have sincerity towards him?Do not be silly.

Just now because of He Qinzhou's words, the warm, eager, excited, jumping eager heart slowly calmed down.

With Lin Shuchen's self-deprecation and distrust of He Qinzhou, he gradually became cold again.

That's right, no one has seen He Qinzhou's current status. Even if he once liked him, what is there about him now that he can fancy?Just with this face?Sadness and self-deprecation flashed in his eyes, and his face gradually became indifferent.

The heart lake that was messed up into a mess, the rippling lines slowly calmed down again.

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[The author has something to say: The self-cultivation of the actor of the small theater

He Qinzhou: Ah Chen likes gentle people, so be gentle (I think hard in my heart, but I can't show it)

Lin Shuchen: He Qinzhou is a scum, a scum... (I can't be tempted)]