very close to the clouds

Chapter 54 He is in the sky

Jiang Zhongyu took Cangla's suitcase and asked her, "Have you had fun?"

"It's okay," Cang La said with a happy smile on her face, as if she had completely forgotten about the past with Jiang Zhongyu, but no one could tell what was going on in her heart, "Anyway, watching more After seeing the scenery on our side, I feel that the blue sky, white clouds and sea are so beautiful. If you have a chance, you should go and have fun."

Jiang Zhongyu smiled and said, "Get in the car first."

Cangla's husband had something to do immediately, so he went to work first after getting off the plane. Jiang Zhongyu happened to be here, so he was entrusted by her husband to pick him up.Although the two had conflicts because of Cang La before they got married, after talking about it, Cang La's husband didn't mind Jiang Zhongyu's existence very much.

In fact, think about it, if Cangla's husband is not such an open-minded person, how could he wait for Cangla for so many years, and finally achieve a positive result.

Jiang Zhongyu threw the suitcase into the trunk, saw Cangla open the co-pilot's door, and subconsciously said, "You sit in the back, Xiao Shen sits..."

In the middle of talking, he suddenly remembered, what Xiaoshen, Xiaoshen, Xiaoshen had already returned to Shanghai.

For more than a week, he didn't go out much, he stayed at home every day, and he never drove the car once, so the memory in his mind was still that Shen Yanbai was the co-pilot, and no one was allowed to snatch it.

Jiang Zhongyu paused and said, "Forget it, sit down."

"I dare not." Cang La smiled, closed the co-pilot's door, and sat in the back.

Her cell phone rang, she lowered her head, Shen Yanbai replied, and asked, "Jiang Zhongyu came to pick you up?"

"Yes. Would you like to speak to him?" Cang La returned.

Jiang Zhongyu sat in the driver's seat, fastened his seat belt, and said, "I'm too confused, I always feel that Xiao Shen is still there."

Cang La smiled and said nothing.

There was silence in the car all the way, until Cang La's cell phone rang, and Shen Yanbai replied her with two words - "Forget it".

No matter how low EQ people are, they can see that the situation of these two people is not right. Cangla couldn't ask Shen Yanbai more, so he knocked on Jiang Zhongyu's seat and asked him: "Have you not been in touch with Baibai during this time?" ?”

Jiang Zhongyu drove the car steadily: "Yes. No contact."

"Why? Don't you two have a good relationship?" Cang La asked strangely, "He just went back to work, and you two can still chat on WeChat."

Jiang Zhongyu didn't make a sound, and rolled down the car window a little. The wind outside was very loud, blowing past his ears as if it was going to blow people's ears off.

It will be the New Year's Eve in a while, and there was a heavy snowfall last night, so some places on the road are still frozen, and Jiang Zhongyu is driving very slowly.

The original soundtrack of "This Life" was placed in the car, and Shen Yanbai's voice was clear and cold singing about that era of war and chaos.

Cang La almost thought that Jiang Zhongyu would not give an answer, but Jiang Zhongyu said calmly: "We are not suitable to be friends."

This is an easily ambiguous statement.

Either the two have a falling out and can't even be friends, or the friends may change after a long time, and they have to be lovers.

But judging from the current situation of the two of them, it should be the latter—and it's not awkward, because they want to be lovers, but they can't be lovers, so they don't even have to be friends.

Cang La smiled, and after Shen Yanbai had finished singing the song, he said, "Brother Yu, you actually like Shen Yanbai, I can tell."

Jiang Zhongyu's steering wheel slipped unexpectedly, and Cang La quickly put on the safety belt for his own safety, and said while pulling, "I don't know what you are hesitating about, but in this matter you She's quite cowardly, she doesn't look like a normal man at all, she's very hypocritical."

Jiang Zhongyu suddenly stopped the car on the side of the road and said, "Let's go after a while. I'll put the snow chains on."

As he spoke, he got out of the car and went to the trunk to get the snow chains.

Cang La zipped up his down jacket, opened the car door and walked cautiously, saying, "Are you avoiding the problem?"

"This is wrong." Jiang Zhongyu put the snow chains on his hands back into the trunk, and it seemed that he was finally planning to answer Cang La's pressing question, "He and I, we are both men."

Cang La was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled: "Just because of this? What age is this? Many girls still like to watch these things now. It means that our place is backward and thinks this is wrong, but In fact, there is nothing wrong with liking someone, if you like someone, you like it. I don't think you are so old-fashioned."

In fact, Jiang Zhongyu also knew that this was nothing, but after all, he was in this environment, and his cognition was like this. He couldn't control his liking for Shen Yanbai, but he couldn't control the fact that occasionally came to his mind—here Most people will feel that they are wrong.

"Is it possible that you really plan to find a girl to marry and have a baby in the future?" Cang La said, "But you are also disrespecting girls."

Jiang Zhongyu lowered his eyelids, and after a long silence, he said, "I don't intend to get married."

"But you can't stay alone all your life," Cang La said, "you just came out, you don't know, now the outside really doesn't mind these things. It's not easy to meet someone who likes each other, you Fortunately, instead of grasping it firmly, I look forward and backward."

Jiang Zhongyu couldn't hold back, and took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket. This pack of cigarettes was left by Shen Yanbai, and there were two or three cigarettes left.Jiang Zhongyu doesn't like to smoke, but he still learned how to smoke in prison. After all, he stayed there for many years.

Jiang Zhongyu lit one and sucked it in his mouth. Nicotine probably really has the effect of paralyzing people's thoughts. He finally felt that the tightness in his body disappeared a little.

Jiang Zhongyu paused and said, "He doesn't know about it. It's about me being in jail."

Jiang Zhongyu was a little afraid to let Shen Yanbai know, because Shen Yanbai seemed to be very opposed to going to jail.

Let's put the two reasons together, Jiang Zhongyu doesn't even dare to say which reason is more, in short, neither reason is easy to solve.

"We are people from two worlds," Jiang Zhongyu exhaled, watched the mist gradually disappear in the air, then closed his eyes, sighed, and said, "He is in the sky, and I am in the mud. Well, I'm not good enough for him."

In Shen Yanbai's eyes, Jiang Zhongyu was a man completely different from himself.

He is hot, pure, kind, brave, enthusiastic, considerate...gentle, strong and tough, he deserves to match all the beautiful words in this world.

During these days in Hoh Xil, he seems to have put a lot of derogatory labels on him, but in fact, deep down in his heart, this person has long been perfect and impeccable.

He couldn't believe that there would be a perfect existence in the world, so he devoted himself to discovering the dark side of Jiang Zhongyu, but he couldn't find it until he left Hoh Xil.

If you want to say that Jiang Zhongyu's only shortcoming is that he doesn't like him.

But Shen Yanbai never tried to think about such a thing—just because Jiang Zhongyu liked him, Jiang Zhongyu became timid, cowardly, inferior, afraid to approach, and no longer perfect.

In Hoh Xil, in Suojia, in a place very close to the clouds, "I love you" is the joy hidden in the dirt, and it is also a secret that dare not be vented.