The emperor is also difficult to be!

Chapter 35

But do you hate her so much?Cuiyun also asked herself repeatedly in her heart.Maybe it's hate, but now she doesn't even have a heart, so what can she hate?That warm heart was gone as early as the day she was ruined by Su Yang.

Cuiyun didn't respond for a long time, and Su Mo's heart gradually cooled down.

"come here."

Cuiyun was also obedient, and after hearing what Su Mo said, he walked up to Su Mo.

"Take off your clothes, serve me and go to bed!" Su Mo took advantage of his drunkenness and said madly.She felt uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.The news she got from Yiquelou made her want to crush Su Yang immediately.But she couldn't do that, she could only endure it, and her heart was sore and painful.It turns out that being an emperor is much more difficult than imagined.There were many times when Su Mo admired women like Wu Zetian for their courage and cruelty to monopolize power for so many years.

When Cuiyun heard Su Mo's nonsense, she was filled with hatred and anger.On second thought, I found it ridiculous again.These maids of honor, being favored by the emperor, isn't it a blessing from several lifetimes of cultivation, shouldn't they be overjoyed?Suppressing his anger, he said sadly, "Your Majesty, this slave is just a lowly servant, how dare you defile the emperor's dragon body."

"Why, Su Yang can touch you, can't I?" Su Mo was completely drunk, speaking those drunken words that ripped people's hearts out.

Cuiyun's eyes slowly became foggy, and he pulled the corners of his mouth forcefully and smiled.

"Since Cuiyun is just a woman who is allowed to be abused by others in the emperor's heart, Cuiyun has nothing to say. Serving the emperor to bed is a servant's job, and this slave will serve the emperor to bed." After saying that, she took off her clothes. Outerwear, until only a bellyband remained.

Tears gradually ooze from Su Mo's eyes. She hates herself, Su Yang, the royal family, and everything in Su country.Standing up and hugging Cuiyun's body, she desperately rubbed it into her arms.

"Yun'er, Yun'er, I was wrong, I was really wrong. I hate it so much, I really hate it!" Su Mo held back his sobs and choked Cuiyun's neck.

Cuiyun didn't respond to Su Mo, but just stood there in a daze, letting Su Mo hug her.

"Yun'er, do you know how regretful I am? What I regret the most in my life is that I gave you to Su Yang. I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Su Mo's hands holding Cuiyun tightened again, for fear of the woman in his arms. It will disappear like a puff of smoke.Her heart really hurts, the pain is unbearable.

Cuiyun never responded to Su Mo, like a lifeless puppet, letting Su Mo hug him.

"Yun'er, talk, don't ignore me, okay?" Su Mo let go of Cuiyun's waist, and looked at Cuiyun steadfastly.

"Your Majesty, I will serve you to bed." Cuiyun said indifferently, without any emotion on her face.

"Yun'er, you still hate me." Su Mo let go of his hands and took a step back, looking at Cuiyun's eyes that were not emotionally fluctuating, tears were filling them, and he lowered his head.

After a while, Su Mo raised his head. The tears on his face hurt Cui Yun's heart, but his face was still as cold as before, without any emotion.

He picked up the clothes on the ground and put them on Cuiyun's body, then hugged Cuiyu's body.He called out softly, "Yun'er, do you know that I like you. But now, I have buried this feeling with my own hands."

When he said this, Su Mo could clearly feel Cuiyun's body tremble.But when she saw the indifferent expression on Cuiyun's face, she reluctantly let go of her hands that were holding Cuiyun tightly.

Su Mo left, leaving Cuiyun slumped on the bed alone.Recalling what Su Mo said when he left.He said to himself, "It's too late, I am no longer good enough for you, how can I be good enough for you with such a dirty body."

Cuiyun closed her eyes, and crystal tears rolled down her eyes.This was the first time in a long time that she was crying so wantonly.Even when Su Yang forcibly occupied her body that day, she never shed a tear.

Thinking of all the past, when did she fall in love with Su Mo? Even though she knew that the other party was a woman, she was still in love.There was a sarcastic smile on the corner of Cuiyun's mouth. If she didn't love Su Mo, would she feel better today, and would the unique pain be relieved?There are no ifs, let alone ifs, everything is predestined today.

Cuiyun cried for a long time, those hot tears dripped down bit by bit from her face.After crying tired, he fell asleep on the bed.

Su Mo stood at the door for a while before leaving.Hearing Cuiyun's cry broke her heart.She really wanted to rush into the house and hug that person into her arms, but she knew that she no longer had the qualifications.

Su Mo didn't know how he walked back to Qianqing Palace, like a puppet, lifeless.

"Mo...why did you drink so much wine?" As soon as Gu Shuning walked to Su Mo's side, she smelled the alcohol on Su Mo's body, and frowned tightly.

"I'm in a good mood, and I drank a few more glasses." Su Mo said in a wrong way.The pain in my heart, from just now to now, has not eased in the slightest, there is a wound in my heart, and it will not heal no matter what.

Gu Shuning knew that Su Mo was really lying, so she didn't expose her. She just helped Su Mo to the bedside, took off his coat for Su Mo, and waited for Su Mo to rest.

Su Mo's head was heavy, and he fell asleep after lying on the bed for a while.It's just that in her sleep, she was still extremely unsteady, her brows were tightly furrowed, and they didn't relax.

"Hey." Gu Shuning sighed softly, covered Su Mo's brow with her hand, and smoothed the tightly frowning eyebrow.

"Yun'er...don't go...Yun'er..."

Gu Shuning's hands froze slightly, and then she smiled helplessly.Knowing that Su Mo treated that Cuiyun differently from ordinary people, but when she heard Su Mo still calling that person's name in his sleep, she still felt astringent and uncomfortable in her heart.It was a bit more astringent than the bitter medicine she drank when she was a child, and the bitterness spreading from her chest made Gu Shuning very uncomfortable.

Gu Shuning looked into Su Mo's eyes and gradually became blurred.She also didn't seem to understand why she cared so much about Su Mo.This kind of bitterness was something she never felt when she was with her cousin.

From this point of view, Gu Shuning is nothing but an emotional idiot.She wholeheartedly believes that she likes Shi Kaijie, that heart has already been given to Shi Kaijie, and it is impossible to change in this life.Therefore, even if her feelings for Su Mo were different from others, she would not admit that she fell in love with Su Mo.

Gu Shuning walked out of the back room after making sure that Su Mo was asleep.He whispered to Xi'er who was behind him, "Xi'er, have you seen your cousin during your trip out of the palace?"

"Your Majesty, Xi'er has not seen Mr. Shi this time, but I heard from the servants in the mansion that something happened to Mr. Shi's house, and he has rushed back to his hometown."

"Huh? Something happened to my cousin's house!" Gu Shuning turned her head to look at Xi'er firmly and said, with a worried look on her face.

"It's just a small matter, you don't have to worry about it. Young Master Shi will be back for the imperial examination next month." Xi'er's voice softened a lot. If others hear these things, I'm afraid it will cause trouble for the upper body.

"En." Gu Shuning's expression didn't change, it was still worried.

After being silent for a while, Xi'er still couldn't hold back the worries in her heart.

"Your Majesty, there are some things that I don't know whether to say or not to say."

Gu Shuning looked at Xi'er, walked to the chair and sat down, and said, "Well, tell me."

Xi'er hesitated for a moment, looked at Gu Shuning, although she couldn't bear it in her heart, she still had to say these words.

"Your Majesty, you should cut off contact with Mr. Shi. If the emperor finds out about this, the consequences will be disastrous!"

After Gu Shuning listened to Xi'er's words, the original brilliance in her eyes gradually dimmed, she bit her lower lip and said, "I see, you go down first."

After Xi'er retreated, Gu Shuning's eyes slowly filled with mist.Maybe she really shouldn't be so selfish, let alone contact her cousin again and drag him down.After she became Su Mo's concubine Shu, there was no possibility between her and her cousin.

"Cousin, maybe we are destined for each other in this life, how can Ning'er be so selfish anymore?" Gu Shuning muttered to herself, her eyes oozing with sparkle.

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But now I really don't have that mood...I've been sick recently, and I haven't been well, and everything is not going my way.

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Well, I'm just a useless person.

These chapters will be a bit cruel, after these chapters, the sweet article will come.