Chapter 53 "Don't Abandon Me..." [We're getting back together soon! 】
Chapter 53 "Don't Abandon Me..." [We're getting back together soon! 】
Nearly [-] years old, it stands to reason that Fu Juehan should have mastered the method of controlling micro-expressions in various situations with ease, but when he heard the word "instant noodles", he really couldn't help but bend over. Mouth.
I couldn't even calm down for a while, so I had to cover it up by smoking.
Meng saw that the person in front of him turned his back, lit a cigarette, put one hand in his pocket, and pushed the tobacco to his mouth with the other, even the back of his head showed a fierce look of ignorance.
How do you feel that Brother Han is angry...
Is it because I didn't cook for Li Yang?
It seems really impolite, Brother Li Yang if you have something to do, and instant noodles if you have nothing to do, will Fu Juehan think that I am a double-faced person with no tutor?
His little head was a mess, he was dizzy when he was facing Fu Juehan, but when he thought of this, he immediately became anxious, and he started to explain: "Brother Han, I didn't do it on purpose, I really don't have time... ..."
He picked at his hands, trying to make his words more convincing: "The dishes cooked for you are all in small bowls, if you give it to Li Yang, you won't be full."
"Then, after I finished cooking, I realized that there was no rice in the house. Well... well, it's not gone. In fact, I burned it several times. I only succeeded in this small bowl, and there was no rice for him."
"I didn't mean not to cook it for him!" Meng Yi grabbed Fu Juehan's arm from behind, and squeezed his head in front of the person, his mouth flattened in embarrassment: "My family doesn't even have rice for dinner today, so I bought it when I went out, because This aunt also made me write a long review, and I was almost late... If I am late, I will be blocked by your little fence again..."
The tone of complaint is like that of a dog who has been wronged and refuses to speak. It just rolls its eyes and looks at its owner with guilt and pity.
But when Fu Juehan looked down at him, he quickly looked away and brought the topic back on track again, "Then don't be angry with me, okay? It's so late, aren't you hungry? The food will be cold soon... "
The appearance of justice and speech seemed to be that he was not the one who sued just now.
Fu Juehan was almost at his wit's end, staring at his limp dog-like face for a long time, his eyes stiffly moved away from his open chest.
"How dare I be angry with you? I didn't say a word and you prepared ten or eight sentences to wait for me."
After speaking, he pushed his hand away and turned around.
Meng Yi's eyes were wide open, he could hear some flirting in these words for no reason, he was so beautiful, he put another arm on it, his collar was torn apart without realizing it, "I didn't Waiting for you on purpose, I'm just showing it naturally, I can't help but want to say a lot."
Fu Juehan pursed his lips and pushed him away again, and he snorted and moved to the other side, "You think the husky next door to us when we were young was fierce and vicious in front of outsiders, but when he got in front of the owner, he was still barking endlessly. , then our mood is the same, it likes its owner, I—"
After a pause, Meng Yi's face flushed, and when he talked about it, he realized that the analogy was not quite right, but he could only grit his teeth and say: "I...I like you too, so I just want to talk to you more? .”
Fu Juehan raised his eyelids and deliberately provoked him: "Of course it's a dog that likes its master, you are the same as him, are you also my puppy?"
Unexpectedly, Meng Yi blinked his eyes and took him into the army instead: "That puppy still sleeps with its owner, and is hugged and held high by the owner. I will be your puppy, will you treat me like this?" ?”
As soon as the words fell, Fu Juehan's expression froze, and the tobacco in his fingertips was suddenly squeezed tightly. Meng Yi's heart trembled violently, and he regretted that he spoke too quickly. Fu Juehan was already angry, and it was really hot to say such nonsense words. Topped with oil.
"Yeah, I'm sorry brother... I didn't mean that, I didn't think about what I said, I didn't want you and me... that..."
Fu Juehan frowned, and chased away: "Go back."
Meng Yi was anxious for a moment, wanted to pull him but didn't dare, the dog's eyes drooped and begged him: "Brother Han, I won't do it anymore, don't be angry with me."
Fu Juehan called someone directly to the door, "Li Yang, get him away!"
"Don't get away, don't get away!" Meng Yi immediately acted like a rascal, hugged his thigh and sat on the person's foot, "You first promise not to get angry with me before I leave, otherwise I'll—"
The voice stopped abruptly, Meng Yihu stared blankly on the spot with a small face, he was like a little robot whose pause button was pressed, staring straight at Fu Juehan with eyes like copper bells... Between his legs... ...the raised silhouette of the suit pants...
Meng Yi swears that he has never been thinking so fast in his life.
It only took him 0.1 second to judge what the bulge was.
It took another 0.01 second to judge that the rise should be caused by another slightly attractive living creature in the room.
In the end, it took 0.001 second to determine without hesitation that he was the slightly alluring creature.
Fuck!Meng Yi's head exploded!Not only was Fu Juehan not angry, but he was... so fucking hard!
Yes, student Xiaomeng, this is not only a successful completion of the exam, it is also a matter of doing the additional questions correctly!
It's like wrapping two small pink balloons around the waist of a fat-ass puppy. When the wind blows, the three "tails" sway wildly together. Fu Juehan knows without looking that Meng Yi must be bubbling beautiful now. Simply no longer cover up.
"Excuse me?"
"Oh...get up! Get up! Get up right away!" He couldn't control his expression, and when he raised his head, he smiled like a cinnamon dog.
"Hmm... sorry bro, I won't attack you next time." I just noticed how much my neckline was torn apart, and I couldn't help being proud while being ashamed.
Meng Xiaoxiao muttered endlessly: "But I didn't do it on purpose. I miss you. You keep driving me away. I finally got the chance. Of course I want to get closer and talk to you. The clothes fell apart by themselves, didn't they? I didn't dress well, but I also knew I was wrong and put on a tight neckline next time—uh!"
The furious Fu Juehan blew the puff of cigarette in his mouth onto his face, "Shut up."
Meng Yiwu raised his head with whirling eyes, "Huh?"
Fu Juehan closed his eyes, frowned, tried his best to suppress the fire rising in his lower abdomen, and when he opened his eyes again, he directly pinched his shoulders and turned the person around, and said in a hoarse voice: "There's no fucking point in taking these things again. If you tease me with your son's words, don't take the exam!"
Meng Yi was dumbfounded by his scorching voice: "I, I, I, I thought that the next thing is the content of today's exam."
"..." The force exerted on his shoulders suddenly intensified, Fu Juehan took a deep breath, and his magnetic low hoarse voice was full of tobacco and lust: "Test your size."
Meng Yi: "..."
Meng Yi: Fuck, it's going to kill me, I really want to give him my head.
That night Meng Yi was sent away by Fu Juehan, and before he left, he eagerly told him to remember to eat and make chicken soup for him tomorrow.
Fu Juehan sat behind the table, didn't eat or do anything else, he lit a cigarette again, and slowly calmed down the reaction under his body.
No wonder Meng Yi was so complacent, he was indeed unable to suppress his desire after being thrown twice by that little assassin with his clothes uncovered.
But Fu Juehan didn't plan to do anything, at least not thinking about Meng Yi.
Not to mention whether the current relationship between the two is proper or not, and they are about to part ways, even if they don't go abroad, he never thought of developing in a more intimate direction.
It wasn't because Meng Yi made a mistake or wasn't good enough, it was because he wasn't used to the feeling of being out of control and completely unsure.
The past two months are enough to change a person. The heart-wrenching breakup made Meng Yi grow up overnight. Fu Juehan watched him change from the timid, passive, and egotistical boy before his own eyes to the active one he is now. Courageous and considerate.
It can be gratifying and moving, but at the same time, it is inevitable to worry about gains and losses.
How long can his new "pure" liking last? The undetermined period seems to be endlessly long, and it seems to be so short that he can touch it with his hand.
It is like a cage that is so illusory that it can be broken at any time, it sucks people in and tears it up and heals it repeatedly, Fu Juehan doesn't want to step into it again.
He didn't take a bite of the dishes on the table, and left it to Li Yang to deal with. He turned his head and went into the study, and it was already one o'clock in the morning when he came out again.
The night light in the living room was still on. Li Yang turned on the computer and didn't know what he was looking at.
Fu Juehan was about to tell him to go to bed when a familiar voice came into his ears, Meng Yi said: "I finished reading the bookshelf tonight, and I haven't had time to add anything, so let's sing a song."
Looking down, the person wearing a mask on the screen is live broadcasting. His dirty orange curly hair is surrounded by a warm halo under the light. His gentle and quiet demeanor is completely different from that of the little assassin holding his leg just now. different.
"Let's sing a cappella. I just want to show you a sleep aid audio that I just made two days ago. I have been working on it for a long time, about three months. It doesn't seem too long. Maybe I have experienced too much before I feel Especially long..."
Meng Yi laughed as he talked, his eyes exposed outside the mask bent into a warm arc, but his bright and clear eyes were filled with a lot of sadness.
"This audio is what I planned...on my birthday to give to my...lover as a gift, but I was kicked before my birthday, and he will leave soon, saying that he will never come back."
He said all this calmly, and answered questions while debugging the equipment: "Where is he going? He is going abroad. Why don't you go with him? I still have very important things here, and I can only find them after the end." he."
Meng Yi didn't know how long his mother's illness would be treated, but he would definitely not be able to walk before he recovered.
"Why didn't you send the audio out earlier? Because I made a mistake and he ignored me."
The hand adjusting the earphones suddenly stopped, Meng Yi was silent for two or three seconds, and said in a low voice: "Actually, I wanted to send it today, but I was sent away. I have no choice but to bribe his friend and ask him to help me." Play the live broadcast outside, but..."
But he wasn't sure if Fu Juehan would listen.
Will he give him a few seconds, or just ask Li Yang to turn it off?
Meng Yitong couldn't guess, and didn't dare to guess.
"Okay, I don't want to." He pulled his thoughts back, put on the headphones, and finally said: "If he is listening now, let him wish me a happy birthday in advance, if he walks away, then... I will pretend that he listens arrive."
After the voice fell, the camera suddenly switched to the computer desk. There was only a transparent Mount Fuji wine glass in the picture, and a small Pikachu ice ball lay in the amber wine.
Fu Juehan recognized it almost immediately, it was the Goldmund he tuned for Meng Yi when he took Meng Yi to the bar for the first time, and there was a Pikachu ice puck that he made overnight.
Meng Yi liked it so much that he couldn't bear to drink it, so he took it all the way home and froze it, but he didn't expect it to be preserved until now.
Li Yang cleared his throat, turned the screen to him, and then left without saying a word. Fu Juehan went downstairs holding his palms and sat on a chair.
At the same time, as if he had a heart-to-heart connection, Meng Yi began to sing a cappella accompanied by the audio he made, "Song of a Thousand Thousand Ques" for those who are about to leave—
"Looking back slowly, the night that once belonged to each other"
What sounded in the audio was their first encounter in Wangjiang Alley, and Meng Yi collected a cicada call mixed with Gust's whistle.
"Honghong is still you, give me the sunshine in my heart"
At the second sunrise on the Wanning Sea, he jumped into the sea and became dehydrated, paralyzed on the deck, accompanied by a section of the wave recorded by the sunrise that was close at hand.
"If you shed silly tears, I hope you can be sympathetic and forgive me"
In the Nanshan parking lot, when Fu Juehan led him down the nine-meter-high platform, his deep voice mixed with the sound of motorcycles announced——I am your knight.
"Leaving you tomorrow morning, the road may be lonely and long"
On the third day after the breakup, he hid in the bathroom of the hospital and coughed up blood.
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From the first meeting, Fu Juehan gave him too many heartbeats. Meng Yi doesn't know how to love, but knows romance best.
He recorded every beat of his heart into a sound, and carefully stored it in the audio like a USB flash drive given to his mother. He never forgot a single bit of the past three months.
For countless sleepless nights after the breakup, Fu Juehan would turn on Meng Yi's live broadcast, look at the children reading, singing and singing on the screen, and think naively and desolately, how unimportant a lover is to him. It will be so random that there is not even an exclusive sleep audio.
Meng Yi made twenty G sleep aid audio for Tao Ya, but he seldom even hummed a song for him.
But it wasn't until today that Fu Juehan knew that it wasn't because he was unprepared, it was because he didn't have time to deliver.
In the live broadcast room, Meng Yi had already sung to the end. He paused the audio, lowered his head and wiped his eyes, and the camera switched back to the anchor. .
Sing the last bar—
Lai Zong is the Song of Thousands of Ques
floating on your way
Come and be a thousand evening stars
brighter than tonight
I can't afford this beautiful night
I can't even wash what I'm thinking tonight
因 不 知 哪 天 再 你 唱
After the last song fell, Meng Yi looked at the camera in silence for a long time, then suddenly took off his mask.Fu Juehan's heart trembled violently, his reddish eye sockets were filled with water.
Millions of water friends in the live broadcast room had already exploded, and dense barrages flew all over the screen. Meng Yi turned on the silence of all members, smiled at the camera, and at the same time opened the automatic curtain behind him with the remote control.
As the whole picture of the room was slowly revealed, Fu Juehan's heart stopped suddenly, and he tightened his breathing for an instant.
This is not Meng Yi's study, but a bedroom, but the bed, tables, chairs and all the furniture have been cleaned up, leaving only large blocks of building blocks, a house with sharp corners, a bare tree, a waterless fountain, and two A child on a swing...
Meng Yi built a sky blue Lego castle for him in his own home.
When he was 13 years old, he waited six months for the castle.
"I don't know what it looks like," Meng Yi said. "I don't know anything about how many layers there are, what color it is, the shape of the fountain, or the flower seeds in the flower bed."
"I came too late, missed many years, and made many mistakes, but I will try my best to give you everything you want, not forcing you to get along with me, just wanting my brother to be happier and not alone one of the people."
The popularity of the live broadcast has reached tens of millions, and the entry "bliss reveals his face, his love partner is suspected to be a man" has been scrolling for several rounds on the hot search. Fu Juehan raised his heart in his throat and shouted for Li Yang to come over.
And Meng Yi just looked at the camera quietly, raised his finger boredly, and landed on top of Pikachu's puck.
At the last second before he opened his mouth, the bliss live broadcast room was suddenly blocked, and the phone rang like a drum. Meng Yi took a deep breath as if he had lost all his strength, and collapsed on the chair. He knew he was blocked correctly.
After picking up the phone, I could only hear Fu Juehan gasping more and more heavily. Meng's eyes were dark red, and he watched the ice ball melt into water before he said, "Brother Han, the night is very dark and the road is long, take your time." , I'll catch up quickly."
"Don't leave me behind..."
The author says:
The relationship line is about to be reunited, and the copywriting is in the next plot line, which is the last small [crossed out] twist, because the problem of Xiao Ge and Ah Jue's fate has not been resolved yet.
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