1novels Chapter 47 Shi Zhixuan
Chapter 47 Shi Zhixuan
A Taoist temple in Chengdu.
Ning Daoqi said impatiently: "Tell me quickly if you have anything to say, I'm still in a hurry to see my precious apprentice! Sigh, I don't know if he's calmed down now."
Shi Zhixuan sat opposite him, sighed: "I saw him last night."
Ning Daoqi was slightly stunned: "I didn't notice if you didn't tell me, you look really good today! Could it be that Little Stone will forgive you? No way, that child is very stubborn and wants him to forgive you. I'm afraid I'll have to wait until the day you die."
He looked in amazement at Shi Zhixuan's appearance that became more than ten years younger overnight, he looked as if he was in his twenties and less than thirty years old, but his long hair was still white.
Shi Zhixuan ignored his words, leaned on the back of the chair, a sweet smile appeared on the corner of his mouth and said: "Last night, I sat on his bedside, and finally I was able to take a good look at him. The way he sleeps is so beautiful..."
Ning Daoqi snorted coldly: "Compared to whether the little stone is beautiful or not, what I am more curious about is why when I left yesterday, you still looked like you were dying of death, and it seemed like a new year was glowing overnight. Is your character so low that you won't feel guilty or heartbroken if you do such a thing?"
Shi Zhixuan sneered and said, "I thought you've already lived over 80 years old, and you're still called Central Plains No. 1. You probably don't know that it's impolite to interrupt someone while they're talking, right?"
"Huh?" Ning Daoqi said in surprise, "It turns out that not only have you become younger, but your temper has also improved. It's no wonder that you didn't hit me with one palm in the past."
Shi Zhixuan sighed: "When you need something from others, your temper will always be better."
Ning Daoqi smiled and said: "Ha, I found that you have always asked me for something recently. No wonder you were the one who gave in after several times of confrontation. Today, you still have a smile on your face. Tell me, let me hear the incomparable evil If the king has anything to ask, he will come to me, an old man."
Shi Zhixuan, who was slandered as a 'laughing face', was still not angry, but he didn't answer his question, he just sighed: "It's been more than ten years, and I can finally look at him with dignity..."
"If you take a peek while someone is asleep, it can be regarded as dignified."
Shi Zhixuan laughed and said: "Brother Ning, I never knew that you complained as much as the aunt selling vegetables on the street."
Ning Daoqi was shocked: "Okay, you say."
Shi Zhixuan sighed: "Last night I was really disheartened. What Ah Shi said made me feel so much pain, what made me more painful was the boundless despair, sadness and self-weariness that came from his heart...Only I know I hurt him so much. I sneaked into his room, wanted to see him for the last time, and decided not to disturb his life again, because all I brought to him was pain and sorrow.”
"But when I saw him for the first time, I regretted it. Just sitting on his bedside and watching his peaceful sleeping face, I felt the satisfaction of the whole world. You know that I followed his footsteps enough It took seven years to see him this time... But, it's not enough, not enough... I want to touch his long hair, I want to hold him in my arms, I want to kiss his cheek, I want him to open his eyes. Open your eyes and look at me, I want him to talk to me..."
"But I dare not, I am afraid, I am afraid that when I hold him, I will suddenly break his pulse; I am afraid that when I kiss him lightly, I will suddenly choke his neck... I suddenly feel unprecedented At that moment, I really wanted to kill myself, that man named Shi Zhixuan, so as not to let him hurt my Ashi again. But at this moment, Ziling came in."
"I said goodbye to him, and then ran away from there as fast as I could, but I walked more and more slowly... I don't know where I'm going, I don't know what kind of life I'm going to live in the future. It's hiding in a dark place, feeling far away The joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys in his heart, but he can't even look at him, he still looks at him lying in Ziling's arms crying, being teased by Xiao Zhong and laughing, even you can touch his head and praise him for his cuteness, But I can only hide in a place where he can't see and touch, like a shadow, and always worry about when I will go crazy and hurt him again?"
"No, I'm not willing to live such a life, I can't bear this kind of life. You said that the highest martial arts is my pursuit, but it's not true. Song Que practiced swords because he loves swords, I don't. I want to practice A peerless martial art is because I don’t want to be inferior to others, I don’t want to be coerced by others, and I want to live a free and comfortable life. If I can’t even have the things I love, what kind of pleasure is that? What’s the use of me practicing this martial art? "
Ning Daoqi was shocked: "Could it be that you..."
Shi Zhixuan nodded.
Ning Daoqi was shocked: "You are crazy!"
Shi Zhixuan said: "I've been thinking about it all night. If this is the only way to stay by his side in an upright manner, I'll be happy."
Ning Daoqi sighed: "Actually, it doesn't have to be like this. Although Xiao Shitou is stubborn, he is the most soft-hearted. Kou Zhong and Xu Ziling are also good boys. Since you have this determination, I will work with them to persuade him. One day he will be happy." I accept you."
Shi Zhixuan said: "You still don't understand, the problem is not with them, but with me. Otherwise, what Shi Zhixuan wants, why do I need other people's consent? If I want to keep Ah Shi by my side, even if it is Ash himself What can I do? But, even I don't know when I will turn back to my ruthless appearance, and I will clear up Ashi as my only flaw. Just thinking about these things makes me so terrified that I can't sleep. How do you make me Dare to approach him?"
"But this place..." He touched his chest: "He kept clamoring, I want Shi, I want to be by his side, I want to see him, hear him talk, I want him to be right I laugh, I want to wipe away my tears for him, I want to hug him, I can no longer bear the life without A Shi."
Ning Daoqi frowned and said, "Don't you feel that your feelings for Xiaoshi seem to go beyond the scope of father and son? No father would have such strong feelings for his son..." He hesitated, unable to find the right words.
"Does it matter?" Shi Zhixuan understood what he meant, and said with a wry smile: "In my life, there is only him left, so it doesn't matter who it is?"
"Since he was half a year old, I have been able to feel everything he can feel because of the Dao Heart Planting Demon Dafa. I was immersed in his world and couldn't extricate myself. I asked Yu Tian to take him away. I thought crazily every day He, when he thought it was unbearable, he went to peek at the small valley where he lived, but the more I looked at it, the more I couldn’t let it go. I loved him more and more every day... When he was suspended animation, I was in a daze, and only wanted to find his body. , I have passed five full years. In these five years, besides him, who else is there in my heart? When I finally know that he is still alive, when I can finally take a good look at him... Do you think there is anyone else in my life? Can it be more important than him? In my heart, there is no room for anything other than him, even Qingxuan, so I entrusted her to Xibai without hesitation, because I knew that I no longer had the energy to take care of her .”
"Don't you feel that you have gone from one extreme to another? If you really have such deep feelings for Xiao Shitou, why did you order Hou Xibai to take his life?"
"Maybe I'm too conceited, maybe such a strong feeling makes me feel scared, so when I found out that my feelings for Xiaoshi were affected by Xiang Yutian's demon seed, I couldn't wait to say hello to Xibai as if I had been redeemed." I gave the order, and even because I was afraid of repenting, I specifically told him not to obey anyone's order and stop. After I forced the demon seed out, I realized that I had made a big mistake. But this is also good, if there is no such thing, I will not He will realize that my existence is too dangerous for him, and he will not make such a determination."
Ning Daoqi snorted coldly: "I'm afraid you will regret it after a while."
"What's the matter? Even if I regret it, it will be the last thing I regret, and it's better than repeating mistakes for the rest of my life."
Ning Daoqi said: "No matter what kind of resolution you have made, you can find someone else to do this matter. I don't want you to regret it later. Although I am not afraid of you, you really killed my disciples and grandchildren one by one. I Who to cry to?"
Shi Zhixuan sighed: "Actually, I have another reason that you cannot refuse."
"Really? You say."
Shi Zhixuan said: "Last night I thought about it all night, and after I finally made up my mind, I felt more at ease than ever before. At that moment, Dao Heart Demon Planting Dafa, which hadn't made any progress for ten years, suddenly advanced by leaps and bounds. If I hadn't suppressed it myself , Now it has become a big success. Seeds are born and cauldrons are destroyed, although Ah Shi has a bequest to Yu Tian, it will probably be nothing, but I dare not gamble on this anyway, and I can no longer afford any accidents."
Ning Daoqi sighed: "Well, you convinced me, this is indeed a reason I can't refuse. Well, now I finally believe that you really have a heart for Xiao Shitou. No wonder you changed your appearance overnight, it turned out to be Dao Xin The effect of cultivating magic. That’s it, if this is the case, can you wait a few days, I have a little thing to teach you. You know, when people get old, they will always collect some interesting things.”
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Sitting on Kou Zhong's seat in Liangdu City Lord's Mansion, Wan Hou said to Kou Zhong and Wu Wu who startled her when they entered the door: "Gentlemen speak but don't act. If you refuse to be gentlemen, you will be the first to suffer." It is the minister of civil and military affairs under the seat of Lord Kou."
Kou Zhong calmly withdrew the hand stretched out to Jing Zhongyue, and said in surprise: "Who said that I want to start a fight with Sister Yu? You must know that it is better to break up an enemy than to make a knot. These days we are desperate for Sister Yu. Waiting for Sister Wu to come and have a cup of tea and chat!"
Endless nodded again and again: "Yes, yes, I want to see through..."
He really wanted to see through.
Staring straight at Houhou, Kou Zhong felt that his face was completely lost to him, and he didn't respond after stepping on him many times.On the contrary, Wan Hou found it interesting, although this man looked straight at people, his eyes were open and frank, without any trace of obscenity.